Thursday, July 30, 2009

IT'S BEEN ALMOST THREE MONTHS

So I've been just for about 2 and a half months and honestly the transition is kinda weird. It feels good to be finally done with college, but being jobless sucks. I went to two job fairs last week and they were okay, not as successful as I thought, but at least I got to explore jobs. Am I picky? I only gave my resume to about 5 companies and only two of them I was really interested in. One was with the University of Phoenix and the second was Argosy University. I applied to 2 jobs at North Seattle Community College with their Running Start program and an academic advising position at Seattle Central Community college. Right now, I'm anxiously waiting to see if I'll get a call back for an interview. This would be my dream job. I gotta continue this job search, I have so many needs that require money and I don't have that. If I don't get the job that I want, I guess I need to find for whatever I can get.

I feel like I've had better summers. I haven't seen a lot of people since I got back to Seattle, but then again this also wasn't the most welcoming homecoming either. I really don't know how to explain it. I'm beginning to think that I don't have as many friends as I had thought. I know I know a lot of people, but when it comes to friends, it's definitely a small fraction. I like the fact that I'm anti-social, but I wish I had people to hang out with sometimes. It does get lonely sometimes =/

Something's missing in my life and I need a void to fill that missing piece.

I have a lot on my mind, but I don't think a blog is the most appropriate place to write that stuff. Well, at least a public blog...